Same story, different day
Jul. 14th, 1983 11:48 amAnother rehearsal. I became angry again with Steve because he wouldn't go home with me, and this time my temper got the best of me and I threw a book at him. He glared and walked off.
Pauline, MB and I went to Mr. G's again.
I went home at around 1130 and lay awake until one in the morning, depressed. Why do I get so mad all the time? Why can't I just realize that there are sometimes when Steve is not going to want to go home with me and leave it at that? Okay, so I was jealous because he was with Bill a while, but who cares? He's still my friend and that's not going to change--I hope!
Pauline, MB and I went to Mr. G's again.
I went home at around 1130 and lay awake until one in the morning, depressed. Why do I get so mad all the time? Why can't I just realize that there are sometimes when Steve is not going to want to go home with me and leave it at that? Okay, so I was jealous because he was with Bill a while, but who cares? He's still my friend and that's not going to change--I hope!