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[tedwords]

Betrayed. Dishonored. Violated.

What else can I feel? To think that someone that I love so much, someone that I've trusted...someone that I've devoted my whole life to...to think that this person could destroy all that is right and good in this world for just one cheap, lousy thrill is just...so...

*sob*

No, no, I have to keep typing...I have to get this down. You see, I came home tonight, late from work. I'm tired, and all I want to see is Corb's smiling face waiting up for me. So, I enter the living room, and take off my shoes. It's unnaturally quiet, so I start to head toward the bedroom. Maybe Corb got sick of waiting up for me and fell asleep, I think.

But instead, I see...THIS...





HOW COULD HE? THUMBKIN, HOW COULD YOU BREAK MY HEART SO??? I HOPE THAT A CHEAP ONE NIGHT THRILL WITH A CERAMIC LAWN STATUE WAS WORTH IT, YOU NO GOOD WHORE!

What was it? Was it his curly hair? His boyish good looks? The vacant, slightly demonic glaze to his eyes?

Sob...I can't go on...I'm too tormented...I just want to end it all...to get the sight of the abomination...this statutory, bestial nightmare...out of my head forever...but I can't...it's just too much to take...

P.S.: Happy birthday, Corb...I love you, hun!