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Aug. 16th, 2005 08:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tedwordsAfter I wrote my entry last night, I found that I couldn't sleep. I just kept moving around, thinking. I spent some time time on the sofa, then moved in with the kids in the big bedroom, but nothing seemed to help. All I could feel was the hot night air and there was no way to stop the steady stream of thoughts racing through my head.
Something was bothering me. I just couldn't put my finger on it. I'm not sure whether it was the weird images that I had posted, or what.
Finally, in desperation, I went back to the computer, booted it up, and cut one third of the entry--a part about a disturbing recurring dream that I had when I was a kid, and also, a picture of Tiger where he wasn't really hidden in shadows. I'm not certain why, but this seemed to make a difference.
Tiger loved taking the pictures, especially the weird negatives. He said it looked as though he had super powers. Then he showed me the rock collection in his pocket--a thin blade of rock that looked like a lion's fur, he said, a possible fossil, and a flat rock that had broken in two that he felt bad for.
Anyway, didn't get until three in the morning. On the plus side, I did FINALLY start back to work on Late Night Show . Next chapter mapped out and everything.
Something was bothering me. I just couldn't put my finger on it. I'm not sure whether it was the weird images that I had posted, or what.
Finally, in desperation, I went back to the computer, booted it up, and cut one third of the entry--a part about a disturbing recurring dream that I had when I was a kid, and also, a picture of Tiger where he wasn't really hidden in shadows. I'm not certain why, but this seemed to make a difference.
Tiger loved taking the pictures, especially the weird negatives. He said it looked as though he had super powers. Then he showed me the rock collection in his pocket--a thin blade of rock that looked like a lion's fur, he said, a possible fossil, and a flat rock that had broken in two that he felt bad for.
Anyway, didn't get until three in the morning. On the plus side, I did FINALLY start back to work on Late Night Show . Next chapter mapped out and everything.
