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Jul. 27th, 2004 11:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tedwordsIt wasn't an easy day for Nana, yesterday. My sister Kerrie stayed with her, and she spent much of the time hallucinating. She thought she was on a bus, then a plane, then thought that thousand of people were staring at her in the room. Part of it's the medication, part of it is lack of oxygen, but it was really scary for Kerrie to sit through.
I'm supposed to be showing up to a rehearsal tonight. I say "supposed," because I said yes, but I've known from the start that I'm not actually going to show up, because I have qualms about the quality of the production, and know that I simply don't have the time. I know, I'm a total shit, and I feel very guilty. And I really shouldn't be this honest and write all this down, but dammit, it's the way it is, I've got too much on my plate, and this person just wouldn't take no for an answer.
Instead, I'm going to help Corb buy a car and then sit at home and watch movies. Is there a special room in hell for me?
I'm supposed to be showing up to a rehearsal tonight. I say "supposed," because I said yes, but I've known from the start that I'm not actually going to show up, because I have qualms about the quality of the production, and know that I simply don't have the time. I know, I'm a total shit, and I feel very guilty. And I really shouldn't be this honest and write all this down, but dammit, it's the way it is, I've got too much on my plate, and this person just wouldn't take no for an answer.
Instead, I'm going to help Corb buy a car and then sit at home and watch movies. Is there a special room in hell for me?
