Housing crisis?

I spoke to Peter tonight. He says that he hasn't heard anything from John about the apartment, although he has written to him twice.

Until I heard about this, I kind of feel as though my life is in a holding pattern. Not that there's anything unpleasant about my life. In fact, I'm glad that I'm here right now, what with Josie being terribly sick and all..even if I were out of the house, I expect I'd be right where I am in a situation like this. However, I was expecting to be a bit further down the path by this point.

I wonder whether I should reconsider this apartment and look elsewhere. What's very attractive about it is that it will not require a security deposit and should be somewhat inexpensive, while still being in a nice location. It's us, by all accounts, a beautiful apartment (according to Peter it's two floors, with two bedrooms).

Friday night was disturbing. Josie and I went out and I was hit on by a guy who said some things to us that hit home. He has a brother who was married and has children, and his brother came out, and the wife is still his best friend and the kids are very accepting (in fact, the brother was dancing at the club that night and the wife and kids were there to see him). This was comforting, but the guy was getting very physical with me and I think that this bothered Josie a great deal.

I really regret even striking up a conversation with him, quite frankly. The last thing that I want to do is to hurt her.

Here's a question...

One thing that we discussed Friday night was the Michael situation.

Michael's the guy that used to work with me and left the company a few weeks ago. He's about 26 and cute as hell. I told him about my "situation" the night that we held a going away party for him.

Last week, why I was in Okie, he called me Thursday night, we spoke Friday during the day and at night, and had a long talk on Sunday. He lives with his cousin, and when we got off the phone, he was going to watch Y Tu Mama for the second time.

There are a lot of other details that I could go into, but the essential point here is that David (the guy we met at the bar) claims that if a guy who claims to be straight knows that you're gay, and keeps calling you, then chances are he's somewhat sexually ambiguous himself. I don't know if I agree with that (Like, he may just want to be friends?)

Anyone have any thoughts on this subject?