Yawn

Tired tonight. Went to visit Lauri this morning. She feels as though part of me went into hibernation when I was nineteen, and is only now awakening. Perhaps she's right.

In the past, I would have blamed this self-imposed hibernation on Steven, arguing that he hurt me so badly that I became dead inside, but the truth of the matter is, I always hid this aspect of myself, even when I was with him.
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