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Mar. 19th, 2012 08:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tedwordsToughest night yet. Went to bed at four in the morning. Couldn't sleep. I couldn't sleep next to him, because the feel of him being there, and knowing how angry he was at me, was unbearable. Couldn't sleep on the couch, because thoughts kept racing through my head.
Went on the computer, went for a walk. Nothing. Finally went to sleep in Theo's room.
It's a shame. Saturday was such a happy day and then, just twenty-four hours later...
I knew I was dreading going out the play last night. Josie was so insistent that we go, and I was so ambivalent about it. Even now, I'm not sure why she wanted us to go so badly.
Today's going to be a long day.
Went on the computer, went for a walk. Nothing. Finally went to sleep in Theo's room.
It's a shame. Saturday was such a happy day and then, just twenty-four hours later...
I knew I was dreading going out the play last night. Josie was so insistent that we go, and I was so ambivalent about it. Even now, I'm not sure why she wanted us to go so badly.
Today's going to be a long day.
